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Dont feel bad....

[Yall]cant even imagine how it feels to have someone tell you they love you and that they [can] not live without you and they need you and [have] to have you. You both SEEM to love [eac] oter very much but it seems that the [other]...CAN live without you. You [dont] want to belive it when peeps [tell] you that yall wont work. You tell them "[me] and him were meant to be and no one can seperate the love'ordained' by God." SIKE huh it was jus a game to [you]. People should learn that you [dont] play with people's emotions with poeple's hearts because you wouldnt [want] anyone to do that to you. But its ok...not [to] play with people's minds but that you continuously hurt me....[hahaha]...[its] not going to be a problem anymore getting over you. Its[officially] time to let go. Now that it is [over]...dont call me. Yes you can live without me...cause you are now...I [cant] get over the past and now the present yet again....so its dun [get] over it. Dont make it seem like I got [too] many niggas on my mind because it was only you. But because i am not tryin to go to Choir Practice [mad]...Ima leave it alone....have fun you guys

HEY!!!

I jus returned from my God Parents house in LAUREL, MD. It was sooo great. Besides the fact they spoil me, i had a queen size bed, real food, a tub, and no roommate.....they are REALLY GREAT PEOPLE to be around. My God mom took me to get my hair done. I got it cut and curled. Its almost as short as I had it this summer BUT she didnt want to get into trouble with my mom....cuz she might not have wanted me to do that. I went Christmas shopping for my little man. HE said he wants cloths so i got him some FUBU jeans and a Nike outfit. I want to get him more....we will see. The mallout there is outrageously large to be only one floor. We were goin to see the incredibles BUT it was sold out and we didnt want ot wait on the 11 show because iti is a 2hr long movie...well time ot study. I have a Bio and Math test tomorrow. I have to get As to secure my As in the class....Ight well hope everyone had a good weekend.

*SMILE*

Well I am finally finsihed!!! I did all my x-mas shopping already and i am very proud to say that I am finsihed!!

I  got in an argument with my roommate today. She is really upset with me because at the end of it i called her spoiled and she claims she isnt. OK IF YOU GO TO TEXAS JUST TO VOTE BECAUSE YOU DIDNT FEEL LIKE SENDING IN THE ABSENTEE BALLOT...you are SPOILED. My mom would have been like whatever i guess you wont vote. And then she made her mom...well asked...her mom to pay her back for the van she had to get to take her ungrateful tail to the airport....I mean we all have the right to be spoiled just dont try to act like you arent if you r and get sooo pissed off about it IT AINT THAT SERIOUS. The argument started because she said that instead of having Vetern's Day off we should have the day before Thanksgiving. I didnt say nethign until she said it shouldnt be a holiday at all...I was like What the Hell!!!! SHe needs to realize that if it wasnt for people fighting and dieing we wouldnt be ALIVE in America doign what we are right now. THAT PISSED ME OFF. And i said, " Just because youre spoiled and gotta be in your family face every second doesnt mean that We shouldnt have atleast this one day to celebrate the people who fought for our coutry!!!" Then she got all mad..." I cant believe you, I thought I knew you better that that. I am not spoiled, I am sick of people saying that!" If a lot of people are tellign you somehting about your personality you should listen......cause they might be right!!!

EXHALE: Ok but yea I am excited to see my babies!! I bought the ctore out for them!! My Zachary is saying his time tables....he is three yall!!!! Thats my baby genius! But yea, Gabby is doing well too! SHe is singing and tryign to catch up to Zach. I miss them so much.

Well unitl my fingers meet the keys again....One

NIkki

Well BUSH won!!!

I voted for him but seeing how DC is VERY Democratic adn only 8% voted for him my vote didnt really count. BUT I VOTED AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS!!!!!!

One of my frinds really hurt my feelings today. She was sayig she hated me for voting for Bush and that I was wrong because I was black and black people are DEMOCRATES and I voted Republican. I heard it oh sooo much today but I feel i made the right decision. I stand strong by my reasons and they have none...well she said the economy thing and then that Bush would reinstate the DRAFT. WATEVER that is not going to happen. He has no desire too and if he did congress has to vote on it. IT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN...that means spending more money then we have. AHHHHH!!!! I felt soo bad i jus came home and cried cause i didnt wanna offend her the way she offended me and we be mad at each other and not be friends. But i am going to tell her tomorrw she made me cry...TEAR...hopefully she will be over that I hate Bush thiing and listen or we wont be friends. Its over and if the majority of America felt like DC people he wouldnt have won...so...GET OVER IT!!!!!